Surrender all, am yours.

2009-02-22T05:10:00.000-08:00

101.

BYE BLOGGER.
HI WORPRESS.

RELINK: wahwahfaith.wordpress.com

2009-02-20T02:44:00.000-08:00

Howdy 100th post.

Is my 100th post and i wouldn't be online as much as usual.
I've made a pact with Lincoln that
I will be online only once a week.

I'll miss my neopets the most.
My poor neopets which i'll get to feed them only once a week now.

Bye netizens,
am changing my citizenship. ):

2009-02-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

AM BLOGGING THIS
cause my sister told me not to.

My dearest sister had not been going for soccer training for close to a year.
Her knee is so weak that she almost fell down while walking the steps of the overhead bridge.
She was so convince to run that she ran in the middle of the night.
However, it doesn't really help by running just once in a blue moon okay.
Her legs are still as weak.
She just fell over her bed and shes' proud that her muscles look so fake and soft now.

Hello girl, is time for gymming!

2009-02-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

THE TEMPTATIONS "MY GIRL"

My favourite song other than La Vie En Rose & Non, Je Ne Regrette Rien.
These are all the awesome songs in this planet. (:

"I've got sunshine on a cloudy day.
When it's cold outside I've got the month of May.
I've got so much honey the bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees. "

Isn't the 60s' filled with song that lyrics are so cute?
Wheeeeeeeee!

2009-02-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

FILTER PAPER.

I wish that i can be like a filter paper in life.
To stop some thoughts. Hiatus.
My mind is like a computer overloaded with information that are whizzing all around now.

I just had to have my moments,
not a good timing
i would say.

2009-02-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

The light is white.

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And i begin to fade
into our secret place.

2009-02-05T03:47:00.000-08:00

Confession.

Am really sorry about writing this with my left-hand.

...but that is how i manage to keep myself awake during Gp lesson.

2009-01-30T03:13:00.000-08:00

LAN ROOM 3.

The sign read "lan room 3".
And school just got a little boring.
Here we come..LEFT 4 DEAD.
James...prepare the CD! kee kee kee

2009-01-29T04:04:00.000-08:00

A lit' down.

Don't feel so great right now.
Am standing in your shadows with words choking up my throat.

I'll miss Ansol alot alot alot. ):

2009-01-27T06:11:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA.

And so....this is my feeling towards CNY.

Totally pissed and bored with the holiday mood in me...
unable to do homework and got cranky.

Starbucks breakfast to the rescure.
It made me feel better today together with my love, girlfriend.

I went to Miss Zhang house over at the evening.
My first home visiting for this year CNY.

Am happy okay &
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES LEE SUK BIN.
I will go learn the korean of "happy birthday" for you. haha! To me, Shao looks freakin' like a girl in this picture.
Kee Kee.

YAWNS;
am getting bored.

2009-01-24T17:51:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING.

Went out shopping with yaya.
Bought a few tops from Zara and Mango.
Wheeeeee!
Have tons of fun and yeah...camwhoring, guess where?

Hahahas. Geeewhiz, can't wait for this end of year to go oversea with the girls.
Hopefully, i will be able to save enough money till then.
TAIWAN HERE WE COME! (:

<

Till then, Salmat Tahun Baru!

2009-01-23T11:14:00.000-08:00

3.4MILES
worth of tracks covered.

I could have used all those wasted time alot better.
But at least, i wouldn't have to worry no more from now.

Is so funny now that i have to avoid saying "Hi" to you by pretending to be constantly changing songs in my ipod on the bus almost every morning.
Is so funny now that i always try to pretend that i don't know you in school when our clique is not around.
Is even funnier now that what i expected from you, is not what am getting now.
You changed. If this were in the past, i bet you would have flared and bitch about me.
Am so glad that you're not. You matured. Which surprise me, hey am suppose to be the one okay. Am so glad that we are who we are now. (:

2009-01-20T08:14:00.001-08:00

WOAH.

"WOULD YOU MARRY ME?" is what i heard from my window when i was ~~mugging~~ frustrated with chemistry at around 12am.
I was curious and pop my head out of the window.
And this is what i see.

Best wishes to the newly couple.
The road is pretty long still..but hopefully it would be a bless one. (:

2009-01-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

Modern synthesis kills.

Oh boy, organic chemistry is killing me these few days.
Why can't i remember all of you, my dear funtional groups.
And stupid Charles Darwin theories and its' assumptions. ):

I've to jiayou more.

2009-01-18T04:55:00.000-08:00

Better Together.

Dears,
Sometimes life can be deceiving,
but I'll tell you one thing that its always better when we're together.
Theres' is no combination of words that i could put into words now.
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
And all of these moments,
when the morning light sings it brings new hope.
Lets' mug hard to the 5weeks.
Is been three years, i believe in 4th demension and of which we can get to prom together.
Loves.

2009-01-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

MUMMY, I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY 48TH BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!

I LOVE YOU PLENTY PLENTY PLENTY! (:

My wonderful mama is now 48years old.
I still thinks she is young and i love her!
Wheeeeeee!

2009-01-14T02:51:00.001-08:00

꽃보다 남자

CRAPS. Am addicted to this show.
SO, am in love with Tuesday and Wednesday.

2009-01-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL.

First day.
If they have the funniest teacher award, i think it should so goes to Mr Lee; my dearest GP teacher.
The first thing that he asked us to do was to write our name in this big card that he gave us.
The next instruction that he gave us was to go forward in our classroom with the big name card.
He said "Stand closer." So, we did as we were told. We thought that we are going to introduce ourselves one by one.
Instead, he took our his Nokia camera phone...turn it to a side.
HE TOOK OUR PICTURES WITH US STANDING AND HOLDING ON TO OUR NAME CARDS!
The class just burst into laughter, especially Min Hui.

"MR LEE! Tag me, Tag me on facebook!" - Min Hui.

Second day.
Late for school and had to stayed back till 6pm. ):
I will not be late for school from today onwards!
I walked nazzie to west mall today and we took a totally random picture along the way.

Am a happy girl okay. Is so nice to see Hello Kitty after detention.
The pink just brighten me up even though am not a big fan of pink.

2009-01-10T05:18:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

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There have been no cure for it yet.
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SMA is the number one genetic killer for babies ages under 2years old.

Click here to help these poor babies and the guy who made the new year resolution.
A peition to congress that will allocate federal resources to non-profit and research organizations focused on finding a treatment and/or cure for SMA.

2009-01-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

NEW MOON MOVIE

I JUST HAD TO BLOG ABOUT THIS OKAY!!!!!

I AM SO HAPPY DA DA! (:

CLICK ON THE PLAY & LET THE TRAILER TAKE YOU TO PLACES.

WHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEE!

2009-01-08T04:50:00.000-08:00

Luke 17:31

I believe 2009 has come and would be a new head start to most of things in my life.
"Remember Lot's wife." Luke 17:31
The 2nd shortest verse in the bible.
The verse that is my heart, the verse that really spoke to me.
As i read back Lot's wife story on the net,
Philippians 3:13 kept prompting in my head.

"13 Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead,"

There are 2things am going to do. Pressing on, with this verse in my mind.

1. Forgetting those that i've failed, do not let it defeat me.
- If God forgives, i must forget.
- Do not sit on the past, no not nusre on it, do not curse it, do not turn back.
- Lord will uphold the righteous the steps of a good man woman even though if she fails.

2. Forgetting my past victories, thinking that i've obatined.
- Go on, keep rising from faith to faith, glory to glory.

2009-01-05T13:04:00.000-08:00

CATCHIN-UP.

me. hongjun. yongkee.
Photographer: Jackson

My primary schoolmates.
The last time i saw them was 7years ago.
Met them for supper and we chat till morning.
We got so much to talk can!
SEVEN YEARS WORTH OF TALKING IN A MATTER OF HOURS.

Awesome but tired.

2009-01-05T07:46:00.000-08:00

AIRPORT.

YASSY BACK! (:

2009-01-04T08:41:00.000-08:00

Getalife.

I will pay you a gallon of water if you know who is getalife@live.com.sg
Is some lamer from my primary school.

what? says:
who are u

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
someone from your primary school.
try guessing. very simple like A B C

what? says:
so u are 1 2 3?

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
can say so. if u want me to teach you the rest too. like 4 5 6 and onwards.
try harder. We're in the same primary six class.

what? says:
i can't even remember whos in my class last year

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
Okay, am sawwah, bet a hundred gallons of water u might have forgotten me.
anyway, u are? cos i was busy addin... i forgot who was who. sorry!

what? says:
LOL. try guessing
i bet a thousand grand of gold that u don't remember me

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
wahh. UNFAIR. you're wearin specs on that DP.
change a DP!

what? says:
K, photo hunt
(change into a group photo with tiny people in it!)

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
lameshit.

what? says:
i nv wear spec

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
how to see. let me think...who was that lame before?...hmmm.
GG. hong jun?
bingo?

what? says:
no. try harder

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
ian ? issac?

what? says:
try even harder

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
wahh. let me crack my brain.
ops, is empty.
so just tell me the answer

what? says:
don't want
ok i gonna go slp
tml gt sch
bb

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
whatttt!
u are keepin me in suspense!!!
NO
tell me who you're FIRST!

what? says:
haiyo
give u a hint la
i'm a boy.. not girl
try guessing
cya tml hopefully u can give me a correct answer

wahwah. Holiday makes me eccentric. says:
waooohhh. you're like your msn add man. "getalife"
eeerh, need to. need to

what? says:
lol. ok seriously, i need to get some slp now..

Okay, am lame tooo.

2009-01-04T07:55:00.001-08:00

SUPERHUMAN.

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
I feel so superhuman

Strong
Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
I'm Going going, gone away love

Super human

I love this song. I think it rocks.
I think everyone see a song different.
To me, this song seems to be for me and Him.
The way, how much He had love me and how much i need His love.
The way, He changes me from the inside out and save me when i was weak.
That is why He is my Daddy.

Loves plenty. (:

2009-01-03T05:29:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS RIPPED.
from Desmond Sim

Hahahas.
Hey, girls here are the photo requested.
Only three. I rip them from Desmond Sim's Facebook.
Go add him now. (:

2009-01-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

~~SUN TANNING.~~

Oh happy day! On my happy footsteps to SUN TANNING! (:

BOOO. To only found out that is RAINNING in Sentosa.
WHATTTTTT.
Nevertheless i had a happy day talking with girlfriend.
We went to 7-11, had cup noodles and wonderful pancakes made by girlfriend.
Girlfriend made the best pancake in this world okay.
Wheeeee. Loves plenty! (:

2009-01-01T07:14:00.000-08:00

BRAND NEW.

Once more, a year has came and passed.
2008 has been wild.

My 19th birthday had been a blast; i never had such a wonderful birthday before.
(Thank you whole of 07s7 and of cos fifi, liane, weilee and shane.)

I have found two very faithful friends that am going to keep for life!
(Thank you for all the prayers.)

This year been full of drama with my locker's friend.
( I still see you as my friend, please keep in contact.)

Girlfriend has been the greatest moral support when i was down.
(Thanks for all the efforts, if you were a guy i would have already fall in love with you. heee.)

Fall out of line but felt great to be back.
(Home is where the heart is.)

As for 2009, i have yet to make my new year resolution.
But i know i will be busy with chiong-ing A's and thats' about what is going to happen.
Am just going to focus and work hard.

~~Chasing lights.~~
Loves plenty.

2008-12-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

TAG BOARD.

Finally, I decided to put it up today.
Geeeeeewhiz, i been using that tag board way back in 2005 - 2007.
IS A COMEBACK!

hahas.

2008-12-28T21:28:00.000-08:00

PRAYERS.

I believe in prayers of faith.
You should too. (:

Amazing bunch of people,
Thank you for all the prayers.

2008-12-26T20:42:00.000-08:00

DINNER AT CLARK QUAY.

Love you girls plenty.
Can't wait to go out soon again.
I have known these girls for around 6years and still counting.
While, as for liyu...i have known her for around 12years and still counting.
Amazing bunch of girls! LOVES! (:

2008-12-26T09:08:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU.

Thanks God for giving love into this very earth He created
so i have come to learn it, experience it, share it.
Thanks God for sharing your love, sending Jesus to die on that cross 2000years ago.
Thanks God for letting us experiencing love.
LORD, i love you cause you taught me so.
I love you more than anything else.
amour de Dieu

& am smiling cause you made me so. (:

2008-12-24T09:46:00.000-08:00

SABAH TRIP. 17-23DEC.

Day ONE.
That day was super cloudy. Even though, i took the window seat all i could see was the clouds.
Met up with a few cousins.

Day TWO.
That day was my uncle's wedding. Was a rare occasion for family to meet up too. Most of my family members are busy with business, i hardly get to see them. I kind of miss 4th uncle and a few other uncles and aunts as well cos' they seem to have problem with their visa and got stuck in China, Vietnam and bla. Geeeewhiz, promise that i wouldnever grow up to do anything with businesses. Loving people would be hard when i get busy.

Afternoon:

Night:

The game: If you lose, you're so dead kind of game.

Day THREE & FOUR.
Went hiking at Mount Kinabalu, the highest moutain in the whole of south east asia.
We didnt manage to take photos cos everyone thought ying got her camera with her. Hahahas, so much for being a camwhore.
That is when i injured my leg. Like so @#%#$^#$@#
Lucky, l've got my beloved cousin - kent with me.

Day FIVE and SIX.
Camwhore at the car when we're stuck for hours.
Dinner by the beach. (:

Loves a trillion. Thanks Jimmy and Hou for bringing me, Kent and Ying around Sabah.
The trip has beeen really fun!
And Ying, you better upload all the photos once you reach KL okay!
Miss you guys lots and i really have no idea when i will get to see you guys.
Till then.

2008-12-16T06:06:00.000-08:00

I'LL BE MISSING LOTS.

Am flying off soon, will be back on the 23rd.
Will be missing you guys lots.
Awwww.

Loves,

wahwah.

2008-12-13T20:46:00.000-08:00

SOMETHING AM NOT FAMILIAR WITH.

Am in Malyasia right now. Using my cousin's lappie now.
Is amazing to see neopets in chinese and blooger, facebook and all in malay.
Wahohoho.
Family dinner has been fun, but the paying respect thingy and all has cause me much astern cause after helping out in the preparations and such i had to stand aside to avoid anyone passing me any joss-stick.
Anyway, can't wait to be back in Singapore but i will be flying off again on the 17th.
Will be missing alot of people in Singapore.
Till then.

2008-12-12T09:33:00.000-08:00

18TH?

Girlfriend: "Free on 18th? RMIT holding pageant thingy at Zouk! Got goodies bag!"

Me: "WHAT! Am oversea can."

PARTIES ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE AROUND THE PERIOD WHEN AM OVERSEA.
ROAR.

2008-12-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

CHECK YOUR BLOODY EMAILS.

~~07S7~~ O7S2
OHHHH YESSS. CHRISTMAS IS AROUND CORNER.
AND, I JUST MET RUDOLFS.
(which doesn't seem friendly in the picture, it looks like am trying to avoid being bitten.)

ANYWAY, CHECK YOUR EMAILS.
AM LOOOKING FWD TO THE PARTY,
MEETING YOU GUYS
AND KISSING UNDER THAT MISOTOE.
TILL THEN.

XOXO,
wahwah. (:

Ps: New class lists for year 2009 is out.

2008-12-10T08:24:00.000-08:00

WHY ARE YOU SO?

You are falling into the abyss.
Your hands are reaching out for no one and your voices are reaching no ears.
I sympathies towards your situation. But, this is all part of growing up.
You rattled, you cried, you threw yourself into your bed, you do insane things to get attention.
Yet, it didn't seem to work.
The emotional whirlpool just seems to be there, pulling you even inwards.
You tried to get up but your strength alone is not enough and self-deceive makes its' worse.
Tell you something, someone out there still loves you.
It just that you're seeing it all wrong now.
Dennis, just can't give you that.
Am sorry, but he is already attached.
Please stop all these. I love my sister deeply.
Stop hurting her.

Dear V,
I hope you move on in life and you will see greater things.
Your little brain is just too active, use it on other things to benefit people okay.
Hurting others just hurts yourself emotionally as well cause i know you are holding on guilt.
You can look up to me as your sister, if you need one.
love,
wahwah. (:

2008-12-09T10:03:00.000-08:00

LOVE.

I miss you like crazy!

Please come back soon.

"I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms and state lines
The distance from A to where you'd B
It's only finger lengths that I see"

2008-12-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

♥

2008-12-03T08:13:00.001-08:00

YOU.

I've got the sun over my head,
sand on my feet,
tan on my back,
smile on my face,
and
you next to me.

2008-12-01T05:53:00.001-08:00

THE CLARKS.

" Thank you, thank you, for the things you said when you left
I hope you still remember them in the end
It's true, it's true, ain't nothing we can do about it."

2008-11-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

WHAT AM AFRAID OF.

YOU ARE MY ~~HERO~~ HEROIN.

2008-11-21T11:58:00.000-08:00

CLOCKTIME IS PERHAPS ALL WE NEED.

CHUCK: "We both know why we don't dare to say it.
The moment we do.
It would not be the start of something but the end of it.
Imagine Chuck and Blare going to the movies, holding hands."
BLAIR: "We don't have to do those things, we can do the things we like."
CHUCK: "What we both like is..."
BLAIR: "the game."
CHUCK: "Without it, i don't know how long we will last.
It will just be a matter of time before we messed it all up.
I rather wait, maybe in the future."
BLAIR: "I supposed it will be some excruciating pleasure."

2008-11-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

2 TIMOTHY 4:7

Dearest,

I know, is has been a rough day for you.
We didn't see it coming and is part of life.
I will be praying to God to give you strength and be strong.
You know, i will always be here when you need me.
Am just a phone call away.
Love you lots and still will.
So, please take great care of yourself these few days.

XOXO,
wahwah.

2008-11-20T03:58:00.000-08:00

CHANGES (OR PERHAPS NOT)

v. tr.
1.To cause to be different
2.To give and receive reciprocally; interchange
3.To exchange for or replace with another, usually of the same kind or category
4.To lay aside, abandon, or leave for another; switch
5.To put a fresh covering on
6.To put on other clothing

This year is coming to an end.
Is has been a wild ride.
This year, changes in my life are huge.
I have learn life, i learn love, i have learn about betrays, i have learn so much.
So much that God could have ever teach me in a year.
So much that i think am in some kind of story that King Babar is reading to his children.
And my life would just end when he closes the book someday.
We started the story together.
But we got split into different series along the way.
Some choose to be happy,
some choose to hate,
some choose to be sad,
some choose to escape,
some choose to move on,
while some just stayed.

Million changes in a year.
I have seen and i have hear.
Little sawwah just need Daddy, for God will direct her way.

Girlfriend, Liane and Mong if you see this.
Stand by me. Steady feets can't afford to fail me too.
Loved. (:

2008-11-19T04:46:00.000-08:00

EVERYTHING.

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting

-Lifehouse.

2008-11-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

WHHHEEE.

Friday, i went out with
FIFI. LIANE. ZAI. SHANE. WEI LEE.
Went town, had dinner at vivo. (:

I missed the time to take the Christmas tree picture.
LIGHTS OFF. ):

Saturday, went out with Lincoln and Soffian.
Had dinner at Arab street and shop around in Bugis. (:

Am the TALLEST!

WE SURVIVED HISTORY!

2008-11-14T22:05:00.000-08:00

POST SECRET

-----Email Message-----Sent:
Sunday, November 09, 2008 12:54 AM
Subject: to the best friend
To my best friend,I hope this is you, but pretty sure it can't be.
So I'm not going to contact you...but if you contacted me, I'd be overjoyed.
- a lost friend

I think we're all the same.

2008-11-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

WHOOOO.

Went out with girlfriend.
Today has offically been a beautiful day.
Love. Loved.

Can't wait to go out with my history boys.
They have truely been the best mates in studying, mugging and laughing at craps together. We have truely spend alot of our times on LAME JOKES. Bonded.

Heres' are a few of our best creations when we studied together.

Actually, they are all creations of Eric.
I think he is in the wrong stream, he should be in arts not science.
Hahas, sudying with Soffian and Eric has been funny and wonderful! (:

2008-11-13T02:07:00.000-08:00

EMPTY.

Exams are over now.
Am feeling so empty.
There are a million changes to my plans.
And, girlfriend is busy.
So lonely, no one to talk too.
Beside, i hate sms-ing.

GRUMPS, can't wait to meet girlfriend after her work.
Wheeeee. Miss her lots!

2008-11-07T08:26:00.000-08:00

DEVOL.

Had a lonnng chat and time wih love today.
We talked about alot of things today.
And, i started missing you out of no where.
I miss you alot.
Not the you that i know of now.
But the you that i miss,
is the one that i know of a long time ago.
I miss you terrible.
I miss the times where we keep so many promises.
But, you broke all of them.
Promises are never ever going to come true.
You! BIG LIAR.
I loved you. Miss you lots.

2008-11-06T01:58:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS LOVE.

Congrats!
You are graduating soon.

All the best in university okay!

Jiayou and keep up the fight.

I will treat you to a scrumptious dinner

after my As'.

2008-11-04T09:04:00.000-08:00

TO MY LOVE.

LOVE!!!!!
Thankiew so much for today.
Thanks for accompany me,
thanks for your listening ear and
thanks for everything!
Sorry that i was so stress again.

Can't wait for exams to be over and have a great time with you! (:
Whhhhheeeeeee. Will miss you lots!

2008-11-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

IRK.

10 more days.
I can't wait to anticipate for the 10 days hiatus to come to an end and to enjoy myself.
Clock time is apparently not my best friend.
I have been trying my best to keep up with him but am being left behind.
Is only 10 more days but it seems like i have so much more to study.
I have been studying around 15hours a day,
which leave me around 4hours to sleep daily and rest being packed with PW.
Is insane, it always leave me having nightmares of history.
I feel so exasperated.

2008-10-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

The Diving Bell and Butterfly.

Jean-Dominique Bauby:
"I decided to stop pitying myself.
Other than my eye,
two things aren't paralyzed,
my imagination and my memory. "

Another reason to add on to why i adore french flims. (:

2008-10-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

Psalm 34:13

Keep your tongue from evil,
And your lips from speaking deceit.
-New King James Version

Meditate upon God,
meditate upon His Words
and keep your focus on Him.

2008-10-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

I Love!

I decided to make a list of things that i love.
Hahas. (:

I love to take long walk at night.
I love to cam whore.
I love to take long long long bus ride with people i love.
I love to smile.
I love to contribute to society and pay it forward.
I love to love people.
I love doing random stuffs.
I love to make people smile.
I love to catch people off-guard.
I love to give surprises.
I love 18th century movie.
I love people who know how to make me feel right.
I love people who know how to care.
I love myself for knowing my purpose in life.
I love orphans.
I love to listen to lifehouses' songs.
I love to dance in my room with my eyes closed.
I love to hum to the tune of "La vie en rose".
I love to walk in the rain when am down.
I love to run when am stress.
I love to drink and then cry in my bathroom when am upset.
I love hugs and feeling comfortable around special people.
I love people who know how to step back from me when am crazy.
I love people who can handle me even when am emotional.
I love to party with party ~~people~~ animals.
I love to poker. Whhheeee.
I love to drink coffee in the morning.
I love to eat eat eat.
I love to drink coffee/tea and read my book on my bed.
I love to sing praises to God.

2008-10-10T21:14:00.000-07:00

PARTY.

The party at TCC was awesome
except for the fact that i didn't sleep for 2days and was behaving less human like.
My pictures look damn shag. Awww.

Nevertheless.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO APPLE!

and

GOOD-BYE AISH!
All the best in States and i'll will be missing you real lots!

The mirror to meant to make our legs look long. hahas.
Jasmine and me. (:
Jasmine,Liane and me!
Apple, Aish, Nabila, Gerlaine, Zai and me.

Me and liane.

Me and wei lee.

Nabila and Shao.

Am going to reach Shao's height soon.

Cake smash. My cam kindda of wobby.

Fifi(:

Zai, Fifi and Liane.

We ~~kissed.~~

Gracie, Apple, Claudia and Gerlaine.

I love her. (:

Loved! (:

2008-10-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

GOOD-BYES.

If you know me well enough.
You know that sawwah is vulnerable when it comes to saying good-byes.
I know that people come and leave,
but it still hurts me every time.
I can't stop thinking about promotion,
people are going to leave me if they can't make it.
I look so dumb, tearing over all these.
I will miss you, him, her. Everyone.
I will miss everyone alot.
I can't stop crying over all these thoughts in my head now.
Stop. Am crying like a dumb girl again.

Sorry, i love 07S7 alot.
I loves 07S7 more than you can think.

2008-10-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

Jeux d'enfants

This is the best french film ever beside "Les Choristes".

I love the part when Julien was fleeing from the police.
He Said.
Love is
"Better than drugs
Better than smack
Better than a dope coke crack fix shit shoot sniff ganja marijuana blotter acid ecstasy
Better than sex, head, 69, orgies, masturbation, tantrism, Kama Sutra or Thai doggy-style!
Better than Banana Milkshakes!
Better than George Lucas's trilogy, the muppets and 2001!
Better than Emma Peel, Marilyn, Lara Croft and Cindy Crawford's beauty mark!
Better than the B-side to Abbey Road, Jimmy Hendrix and the first man on the moon...Space Mountain, Santa Claus, Bill Gates' fortune, The Dalai Lama, Lazarus raised from the dead!Schwarzenegger's testerone shots, Pam Anderson Lips, Woodstock, Raves!
Better than de Sade, Rimbaud, Morrison and Castaneda!
Better than freedom
Better than life."

Where love is more than a game and more than life itself.
It turns into an obession.
Are you game?

Beside, "My Girl" in 1991.
This movie makes me cries over and over again.

Tell me that you love me first because I'm afraid that if I tell you first you'll think that I'm playing the game.
-Sophie Kowalski

2008-10-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

Jiayou.

My Qiiu,

lets' Jiayou. Go go go!

Smile. We can do it!

Love you lots! (:

2008-09-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

OHH...HAPPY DAY!

Went out with my Qiu.

And, yes we love to camwhore.

Was a love and happy day! (:

At Borders

In 174 bus.

In Cotton on changing room.

In 174 bs again.

Finally, I just had to show my unglam side.

2008-09-27T07:45:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS?

I was watching cartoon kat tun today.
And, they came across this question "What is love?"
There is one answer that made me cried.

There was this man in his 50s.
He looked in the eyes of his wife and said:
" If i die before you and you see me in heaven,
please pretend that you don't know me.
Because so, i can propose to you a second time."

Awww. Sweeet to the max.
My teeths are rotting. (:

2008-09-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

RAIN-BOW

Rain.bow

-noun

1. any brightly multicolored arrangement or display.

2. an arc of colored light in the sky caused by refraction of the sun's rays by rain
3. an illusory hope; "chasing rainbows"

Rainbow hair bands. (:

2008-09-22T08:21:00.001-07:00

THANK YOU!

Thank you

EVERYONE

for the great and awesome pool cum bbq birthday party!

AM LOVED!

(despite being threw into the pool like *%$#@ times)

My heart goes out especially to Fifi, Liane, Shane, Wei li and Shao Wei.

Thanks for the great party.Wheeee. (:

2008-09-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

PROUD OF YOU.

Who says girl gamer are not good at game?
Look at my friend - Pehchi.
Am proud of her.
Jiayou! Go Go Go!

Heres' her article:
http://ge.iahgames.com/news/newsArticle.aspx?id=844

P.s: The answer on "Describe a memorable incident that created an impact on your life." is actually about me. Hahas. Thanks me ok!

2008-09-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

SEPT 15

My birthday! (:
Thanks all those who sent me wishes
and made that day of mine to be enjoyable and full of laughters.
LOVED!

Saw Wah. Liane. Shao Wei.
We did quite a few of silly things today that day, despite our age.
Heee. My phone worth alot now with all our silly videos.

Cake from my girls. <3

Meet Chi, Yaya and Yu at Bento Box for dinner.
Dumb me, i thought Sweason was still open.

LOVED. <3

2008-09-04T04:37:00.000-07:00

STRAWBERRY MILK.

I love strawberry milk.
It makes my day! (:
Aside from that, studies in school been kind of slack today.
Camwhore whore whore as usual.

Bio slack slack slack.

Me and Fifi. (:

UNGLAM!

Gerlaine and ME. :D

WHOOO.

Strawberry Love Milk.

Love bunny (:

Bunny sweets + Strawberry milk = LOVE.
Someday, spell LOVE for me, will you?
You were my queen, I was your love.
I hope we will be back on track. (:

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR PROMOS TO BE OVER TO GET MY HANDS ON TWILIGHT!!!!
TWILIGHT TWILIGHT TWILIGHT TWILIGHT !!!!! (:
^&%^$*^%(#$%^*^&(#$%#^*^(*&^
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. RAHHHHHH.
DUMB PROMOS.

2008-09-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

DEFINITION.

Best Friend
noun
The one friend who is closest to you
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.

Life is ludicrous to me.

2008-09-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

ILOVES.

Sawwah loves but reality bites
People are growing up from time to time
They changed She paused
It kills her inside every time someone asked her to grow up
and stop being naive about things around her
She tried to change but her faith and trust to people are in-built
She is still a child inside
God teaches her to have a child-like faith
But the world is bringing her down
People are not what they seems anymore
It seems that teeth has grown to fangs as they grew
She prays for a revolution
But backs has turned on her
She met the 7sins
Heard the 7lies told
7faces she met and couldn't recognise no more.
They told her left to be right and right to be left
She messed it up and lost a few hearts on the way
At last, she is at the edge
at least now she ain't need to make anymore decision between left and right
She smiled with emptiness
The cold ground was the only thing that kept along with her

God, please take this poor girl with you
She loves but not in a world like this

Not love shots, lethal shots i had been given

2008-09-01T07:03:00.000-07:00

VOICE-RECORDER.

I still love you
and
miss you lots!
Ps. Studies been hideous. Am sucking it up.

2008-09-01T06:28:00.000-07:00

DWELL.

Today was an pleasant day until i reached home and decided to let a few screws off my head.
I was jumping up and down on my bed like an insane child. Yelling and screaming, hoping someone would hear me. But, i know none would. My house is empty and still is.

Studying in school has been pretty productive with a few camwhore moments here and there. After which, we went to Island Creamery and Mad Jacks for dinner and desert.

Island Creamery was rather okay but Mad jacks was horrible.
I don't get why people dine there, really like SERIOUSLY!
Firstly, the service is bad. We were not even given drinks when we stepped into the restaurant and we have to ask for the drinks. And, we freaky have to pay 5% service charges. Really not worth.
Plus, the food sucks. However, i globe down the food cause am just too hungry. ):

I was not ready for this photo. ):

EEEEWW. :P

Liane's challenge.

RAHHH. Shane!

Dumb Face.

Raaaaahhh. NO more studies, please.

Watch ur back, Liane.

Onemugger.2pokerfreaks.Onecamwhoreee.

Complainnnnnn.

End with this dumb picture of mine.
I send this MMS to my sister in oder to test out my MMS function. (:
Samuel has no internet connecttion, waste my one beloved MMS.

2008-08-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

(:

To my Dear VOICE-RECORDER,
In case you are confused of my post again.
I shall indicate to you which post is for you,
from now onwards. (:
Cause i figured u should know more about
my private affairs and i should post more post for you.

And, i have a pretty surprise for you after exam.

2008-08-31T06:43:00.000-07:00

HOLLAND V.

Today, i went to Holland Village to study with Liane, Shane and Owl.
Got to bond with them, we chatted, we laughed, we studied.
I thanks my God for such a fruitful day again. (:
I love Liane, Shane and Owl.
Love, love, love them!
So, dear God.
Do not attempt to take away my precious friends from me ever again. ):
Once is more than enough.

My really fake smile.

BOO! EEEEEHH.

Flower?

Mugger Liane. (:

Muggers.

Lastly, i want to thanks Pan for making the efforts for calling me before you book in NS.
I mean how can anyone really make that kind of effort just to show concerns.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
I thank my Lord for having you as my friend.
A great friend.
Loved. (:

2008-08-30T22:39:00.000-07:00

WHEN.

The time we spent together kept me sane, i messed around
What you didn't realize is that the distance was breaking my heart
Selfish, to want you here everyday though we were much too far away
Selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, with me helplessly hanging on to you
Selfishly living in denial, there were too many miles between us

When finally,
I'm standing here right in front of you.
They said it still stay the same
And my worries disappear
But it makes me wonder why i can't let go
The voices in my head got me asking over and over
When will this pain ever subside
There is no reason why i should feel alone
But i hide behind my skin afraid of what is within

Now I know that you cared
But it is so hard
I've been hurt so many times
You never lit the sky
The glammour of hope desipates

It's my insecurity
It's not you it's me
I'm my worst enemy

Dear Lord, wash away that.

2008-08-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

THIS GIRL.

There's a girl living in this town
She's got her head up in the sky
But her feet are on the ground
She knows outside her little world
road gets kinda rough
She keeps one thing in mind
The longest journey always starts
With one step at a time.

And this girl seen a lot of pain
But this girl gonna smile again
She knows that a flower grows everytime it rains
And this girl got a lot of dreams
She knows that tomorrow not going to be what it seems
She might not solve a mystery tonight

There is a girl walking in these shoes
And she knows that everythings she got
Is all she's got to lose
There's a dream right behind these eyes
And she finds a reason to be strong with every tear she dries
Being hard to fight the way things are
So she leaves the world behind
When the sound of doubts turned up so loud
She turns the music up inside

But this girl's gonna be alright
And am gonna be alright. (:

"You go girl!"

2008-08-30T18:47:00.000-07:00

ONEDOWN.5MORETOGO.

GP exam is over! (:
BUT, 5more subjects to go.
WHY O WHY DUMB PROMOS ARE U STILL HERE?
GRUMPS.

Diverting the topic, i bought a new handphone.
Yeah! The handphone is the exact same model as what Shane has.
I wanted to get the limited pink series.
But the price is a rip-off.

The first friend who tired my new phone was Pan.
And, look what he did to my picture.

Hahas.Thanks Pan. ):

2008-08-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

SICK.

Am down with fever, running nose, bad flu.
AH-CHEW. ):
I need a big big big hug today.

And, am glad i went school today.
Happy teacher day, Miss Zhang. (:

And ta-da, below is yesterday baking session pictures.
The cupcakes are all made for the teachers who taught us.

And,
i bought a keychain today to remind myself how bless i am.
Cause, my mind can't contain anymore distraction.
Yes, AM BLESS!

Bless me Lord. (:

2008-08-27T03:30:00.000-07:00

♥.

Mr Iram is perhaps the cutest biology teacher i ever know. Yesterday, I told him that i loved "Clockwatch Orange" and would love to get my hand on the books. And, guess what! He wore the Clockwatch Orange tee shirt today. Mr Iram is soooo cute! Haaahaas. (:

Camwhore with Fifi today while waiting for Shane and Owl.

Lastly, AM LOVED!!!

And, i miss Samuel damn lots. Stupid promos. ):

2008-08-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

BASKED.

Today has been a pleasantly fruitful day. Lessons in school was pretty enjoyable, at least for bio where we get to do experiments. Had consultations with Mr Iram during night study. Things got rather amusing, we joked with him. I gave Liane away and told him to use a voice changing microphone or inhale helium during his lessons. Hahas. In addition, i thank my God for my day being soo fruitful in terms of my studies and hopfully enough energy to carry me on and complete my history homework later in the night. (:
I love Him. He is the best!

Heres' a lovely picture to end my blogging.

2008-08-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

LOVE TOO MUCH.

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like it was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

2008-08-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

GRANT ME THAT.

A set of putty cute

Victoria Secret Lingerie.

2008-08-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

4DAYS LEFT.

4 more days left before promos exam start. Am still procrastinating, I should be studying. Am probably hoping God would works His miracles again like the way He help me through my mid-year papers. I spent 6days to study and cleared the exams with Bs and Cs with the exception of Maths and Gp. I should shoved that mindset away.
My mind keeps telling me to study. But am not doing.
"the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak.." Mark14:38
Went Heart of God service Saturday Service.
I need to ahead to what Pastor How had shared.
To Take leadership of my will.
To go a little further, a little longer, a little more.
I need to see the value of being hard on myself, to change things i want them to be.
Having a strong will inside me, having leadership over my mind, all things are possible.
Fight on, sawwah. GO GO GO!
Just a little more.

Ok, felt much better.
Am going to dive for my books now.

2008-08-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

I-M-POSSIBLE.

Jesus said nothing is impossible.

“Everything is possible for him who believes.”
Mark 9:23

2008-08-22T22:24:00.000-07:00

MAGIC.

Type

"=rand(200,99)"

and press

"enter"

into your microsoft word now.

2008-08-22T20:19:00.000-07:00

HANG ON.

Got busted from school

due

to the fact that am not wearing proper attire.

Hate exams

wish that promos are over RIGHT NOW.

Am real tired.

Phyiscally and emotionally.

Should i still hang on?